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Can't Get the Dark Out

by Kelly Hoppenjans

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1.
Are you happy now? Look I’m out at the bar cause my so-called friends forced me Can I go now, we all know there’s nobody here for me I’m annoyed, what’s the point, I just wanna stay home Swiping left left left til I’m left with the self-centered smoke shows But I’m trying, oh I’m trying Cause I’m never gonna meet the love of my life in my living room But I’m not gonna let that stop me from trying, oh I’m trying It’s a fact, I attract the wrong type of weirdo Although I keep them round sometimes to appease my libido Everybody says when you’re not looking for love, then that’s when you’ll find it But they’ve got hindsight on their side, so maybe they’re blinded But I’m trying, oh I’m trying Cause I’m never gonna meet the love of my life in my living room But I’m not gonna let that stop me from trying Open a bottle of wine, waste the prime of my life in my living room I’m the best date I’ve ever had on a Saturday night Seems I’m well on my way to becoming Boo Radley But I think he had the right idea, it just turned out badly But I’m trying, oh I’m trying Cause I’m never gonna meet the love of my life in my living room But I’m not gonna let that stop me from trying Open a bottle of wine, waste the prime of my life in my living room I’m the best date I’ve ever had on a Saturday Best date I’ve ever had on a Saturday Best date I’ve ever had on a Saturday night
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Meet me at the park Middle of the neighborhood Do you think the boys will come? No reason in particular I knew the way there when I was a kid Back when I was new And every feeling amplified I kissed you on the cheek And hoped you’d wouldn’t ask me why I knew the way there when I was a kid And it’s a long way back to where I started from, I guess And what do I know now? The trick to feeling nothing All I’ve got to show for all that pain is a little bit of novocaine A pile of broken bones A couple decades later I’m trying to recall Where I left that old time capsule I knew the way there when I was a kid And it’s a long way back to where I started from, I guess And what do I know now? The trick to feeling nothing All I’ve got to show for all that pain is a little bit of novocaine Flashlight in the dark The ghost is in the graveyard Catch her if you can But I don’t think you’re fast enough I knew the way there when I was a kid
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Stain 04:48
Clothing keeps a memory It sets in like a stain I can’t wear the skirt I wore the night you ripped my heart out It’s hanging in my closet Driving me insane I’ve tried lemon juice and baking soda, just can’t get the dark out I made it with my own two hands on my sewing machine I only wore it cause I thought that it would turn you on But I was wrong (3x) I see you around town sometimes Covered up in ink All over your hands and fingernails, you look the same, but slightly older Last time you asked me Do I wanna grab a drink No I’ve got better things to do and I thought you were sober But I didn’t think to say that to you in the moment I guess I only come up with the good stuff once you walk away My mistake (4x) I think it’s your fault (5x)
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You Got To 03:07
Tough landing Rough morning comes crashing down Eyes blinking I awaken, I remember the awful things we said Talk to me I made you coffee, my peace offering You don’t get it What I’m trying to say What’s the point of being sorry If I can’t spit out the words If I can’t say it, I can’t say it You got to I wanna be the bigger person, But I just can’t be the first of us To say it, I can’t say it You got to And it’s a stare-down in the kitchen Wondering which of us will crack Well I can do this dance all day Oh the humanity The barbs and the profanity We’re both to blame my dear If you can’t say it out loud You can whisper in my ear What’s the point of being sorry If I can’t spit out the words If I can’t say it, I can’t say it You got to I could make us both feel better If you tell me where it hurts And I will kiss it, I will fix this I want to, I want to, I want to I wanna be the bigger person But I just can’t be the first Of us to say it, I can’t say it You got to

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released May 6, 2022

Producer: Brandy Zdan
All songs by Kelly Hoppenjans
Recording Engineer: Dexter Green
Mix Engineer: Tommy Carnes
Mastering: Dave Harris, Studio B Mastering
Recorded at 3 Sirens in Nashville

Musicians:
Kelly Hoppenjans (vocals, guitar)
Joshua Grange (lead guitar)
Will Honaker (bass)
Aaron Haynes (drums)
Raymond Joseph (background vocals)
Andrew Golden (trumpet)

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Kelly Hoppenjans Ann Arbor, Michigan

Nashville singer-songwriter Kelly Hoppenjans creates empowering rock, combining the spirit of riot grrrl tinged with folky introspection. Her music dives deep into relationships, fate, and breaking free of toxic patterns. The new EP is inspired in part by Hoppenjans’ journey of finding love during the pandemic: navigating online dating, confinement, and impending life changes to sustain that love. ... more

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